Zorry,
this note may be a little on the formal side as i wanted to follow up with some disability info while i have those pages open and am thinging about it.
or not. brian just messaged me and we are having a great convo about depression and thinking and suchlike. i'm asking him if i can log it.
anyway, disability questionaire here:

> How you doing? I am just getting out of a drepression, I sort of fell into
> it, taken a while to climb out almost at the top now another day or so and
> can stand up straight and dust down clothes.
oops that wasn't it.
http://www.binderandbinder.com/f2g.asp

http://216.239.37.104/search?q=cache:fR73bpOzEIcJ:books.dreambook.com/bwaynef/women.html+gay+lawyer+milwaukee+disability&hl=en&ie=UTF-8
well that's not the link i wanted, just a buncha gay porn :)

http://www.disabilitylawyers.com/
good basic info.
but i cam eup with nothign of what i was searching for.
so this isn't a useful message. just letting you know i'm thinking about you.

>
> Not seen you around on chat for a while we all missing you.
>
> Anyway just thought I would send you a mail to say hi, wrapped in a few
> hugs.
>
> Brian

Brian says:
Hey Brian!!

thanks for the email. Sorry to hear about your depression. How is it
going now? I've been going through some tuff times the past few months.
Severe depression and such. My sister came into town last Saturday to
help me plan the nest few months of my life. I'm planning on moving back
home by April of 2004. I just cant handle being all alone
and being so
far away from all my friends/family. I need their support.

I hope your doing better. Let me know whats going on.. Maybe I can help.
Atleast we can discuss what are depressions are like and see if we have
some common symptoms.

> How you doing? I am just getting out of a drepression, I sort of fell into
> it, taken a while to climb out almost at the top now another day or so and
> can stand up straight and dust down clothes.